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Vampires full sight in the dark shadow light
vampires are gentlemen who are angels with broken wings
Created on 2009-04-05 18:42:54 (#19390465), last updated 2009-08-31
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Basic Info BioA dream*
Good evening, I shall tell you about an imaginary dream I have had latly. But I also hope that this is not much of a surprise to find me here as a member in this site. I was actually asked to join, asked to keep in touch with those that I came to love in ~immortal sjourn~. There for, I am now here.. Last any of you saw or heared of me was..hmm since july 2008. It was summer and I was questioning wether if I ever would, could or was going to fall inlove and establish a stabil realationship. Now a very long after that, I can tell you I have. But do I belive in love? Does it matter to me? when my goals are to follow my dream as The legendary poet. What is love when I onely can see it and never feel it in my heart, what is love when I only can feel it for hours, and it never stays warm. WHat is love when the world we mortals live is filled with bastards and scum bags, that should be punished or at least listed so that women be fooled by the outsides of the pigs.
But that does not mean that everyone as in every man is crap. Oh no dear ones, its we women who should lower our expectations, beacue its only then we can find our luck with a man that respect and honor you. Not only that, he will also be the one that understand the meanings of these strong words. Honor and respect. And so did I, I lowered my expectations or more likely gave up hope of ever falling inlove, getting engeged (after a few engegments that faild fast)and at last finding a life partner to have next to my side in my lonelyness. I desided to stop serching, to stop questioning my destiny. So in the dark hours of a time in the christmas holyday. An angel but in the shape of a human came home to us and told my parents how much he loved me, that I was the air he breathed, that I of all the thusands girls would be his only salvation in his road of facing the future. I said yes, without thingking, or wait I did not because I choosed him with my mind and not my heart. But now many months later that has come to change, my love is deeper and he becomes the only man I desire the most.He has told me he is my own vampire, and I do belive him because such love that he shares with me. I have never seen in my 21 life as a poet. Yet We live far from eachother, he across the oceans and countries in a far away city namned Damascus, were he walk the new modern arabian nights. Listning to the whisper of the old buildings and smell of the acient flowers,el-Faell, el-Zambaá, el-Áromfol and the Yasmin. Far away from me and still I manege to sleep the few hours at night and he to sleep in slumber in his coffin during the daylight. I still can get into my dark moments and remember the dead ones that are not immortals and no longer walking in this world. Grandma, Haddla, Jonas, and little Rebecca. And yes I still get visits from other vampires in my dreams and the memorible nightmares with the cold sweat. Also the psycic things, and I still hold on that I am NOT a medium, this just happens with God as the happings master. Everything happens for a reson. Me, you, the reson you choosed to read this long text and what next to come. we are all meant to be, even the evil ones that I usually wish that they could go to hell. But then in the other hand I would not have change my point of views in things and I would not have learnt lessons of my mistakes.
Immortal, vampire, the child of darkness, child of the millenia, mortal, human, mankind, being, soul you are all welcome to shit chat with me. Its always to meet new faces.
But remember you have no right to judge me, and never think that you whom would disturb my peace, that you could ran far without getting a heavy curse spell all over you. Its another gift I have, not used it for a few years and hope to remain so. But
That was the nicest warning I could give you *laughing softly to myself*
Dream tight, mon amis..
/Cheme
Good evening, I shall tell you about an imaginary dream I have had latly. But I also hope that this is not much of a surprise to find me here as a member in this site. I was actually asked to join, asked to keep in touch with those that I came to love in ~immortal sjourn~. There for, I am now here.. Last any of you saw or heared of me was..hmm since july 2008. It was summer and I was questioning wether if I ever would, could or was going to fall inlove and establish a stabil realationship. Now a very long after that, I can tell you I have. But do I belive in love? Does it matter to me? when my goals are to follow my dream as The legendary poet. What is love when I onely can see it and never feel it in my heart, what is love when I only can feel it for hours, and it never stays warm. WHat is love when the world we mortals live is filled with bastards and scum bags, that should be punished or at least listed so that women be fooled by the outsides of the pigs.
But that does not mean that everyone as in every man is crap. Oh no dear ones, its we women who should lower our expectations, beacue its only then we can find our luck with a man that respect and honor you. Not only that, he will also be the one that understand the meanings of these strong words. Honor and respect. And so did I, I lowered my expectations or more likely gave up hope of ever falling inlove, getting engeged (after a few engegments that faild fast)and at last finding a life partner to have next to my side in my lonelyness. I desided to stop serching, to stop questioning my destiny. So in the dark hours of a time in the christmas holyday. An angel but in the shape of a human came home to us and told my parents how much he loved me, that I was the air he breathed, that I of all the thusands girls would be his only salvation in his road of facing the future. I said yes, without thingking, or wait I did not because I choosed him with my mind and not my heart. But now many months later that has come to change, my love is deeper and he becomes the only man I desire the most.He has told me he is my own vampire, and I do belive him because such love that he shares with me. I have never seen in my 21 life as a poet. Yet We live far from eachother, he across the oceans and countries in a far away city namned Damascus, were he walk the new modern arabian nights. Listning to the whisper of the old buildings and smell of the acient flowers,el-Faell, el-Zambaá, el-Áromfol and the Yasmin. Far away from me and still I manege to sleep the few hours at night and he to sleep in slumber in his coffin during the daylight. I still can get into my dark moments and remember the dead ones that are not immortals and no longer walking in this world. Grandma, Haddla, Jonas, and little Rebecca. And yes I still get visits from other vampires in my dreams and the memorible nightmares with the cold sweat. Also the psycic things, and I still hold on that I am NOT a medium, this just happens with God as the happings master. Everything happens for a reson. Me, you, the reson you choosed to read this long text and what next to come. we are all meant to be, even the evil ones that I usually wish that they could go to hell. But then in the other hand I would not have change my point of views in things and I would not have learnt lessons of my mistakes.
Immortal, vampire, the child of darkness, child of the millenia, mortal, human, mankind, being, soul you are all welcome to shit chat with me. Its always to meet new faces.
But remember you have no right to judge me, and never think that you whom would disturb my peace, that you could ran far without getting a heavy curse spell all over you. Its another gift I have, not used it for a few years and hope to remain so. But
That was the nicest warning I could give you *laughing softly to myself*
Dream tight, mon amis..
/Cheme
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